but I tell you what is interesting here. When I saw this movie I was about 8y old. I even did not understand it completely, but I felt something when I saw her in this movie. About 5y later I saw it again. That time I understood what was going in the movie and again I felt something when I saw this actress.
10y later

I used to date with similarly looking girl

5y later I realised I used to date with second girl similar to her
I WAS NOT AWARE OF THIS for a long time.
What is interesting here ? IMO We all have some root code / standards in the brain since we born / I do not know how to describe this.
First years of your life mostly affect what we will do when we become mature.
We can't change our core.