Hey everybody,
I feel like I understand what you guys are going through, because i believe I'm going through the same thing.
Mouth-breathing ever since I can remember because my nose always seemed to be blocked. My childhood photos show me to have such a beautiful face, both my parents are very good looking with strong facial features. Even my elder brother has good facial aesthetics.
I was diagnosed by a dentist who came to school out of routine when I was 15, and said I would need a thorough consultation with a surgeon as Orthognathic surgery seemed inevitable. I had a class III malocclusion with a severe cross-bite.
At 17 I consulted with a few doctors and thought I would have a great amount of facial change, at least that's what I thought I should expect.
The surgery went fantastic, but, unfortunately, I didn't get the results I wanted. Every orthodontist who I consult say the surgery seems to be very fruitful.
It did boost my confidence a little in the recovery phase, because I thought my expectation was going to be fulfilled once the swelling subsided.
To my utter disappointment, now my mandible looks like a f**king ice-cream cone. I have a strong chin, an asymmetrical and weak jawline, narrow forehead, sunken cheekbones, gummy smile, blocked and large nose, large dark circles, sloping forehead, TMJD, ear popping, other head pressure problems, voice changes, deviated septum, bad posture, sciatica pain and I'm generally fatigued easily with periods of absolute exhaustion, more like burnouts.
I have a hard time socializing, concentrating on general work, maintaining motivation, physically exerting myself(I was on the basketball team for god's sake!). I'm generally very irritated, have low self-esteem and low self-confidence.
I don't feel like taking pictures because they always turn out so ugly! I feel like hiding, hiding in the darkness so that no one sees me.
I have to work a lot on making little things happen and constantly need to keep motivating myself relentlessly to maintain a good confidence level. I feel like I have ADHD or something sometimes because of the sheer amount of effort it takes me to do even the simplest things in life.
I'm so unhappy with myself, my condition and my life... I want to disappear.
I feel disgusted looking at my reflection and I'm very frequently analyzing what changes I should or could make to my face.
I came across this article on Myofunctional Therapy a while ago and decided to give it a try because I thought it would change things for the better. It has provided me with a certain amount of relief and my lower jaw, now, doesn't face any tongue thrust.
I have to use a vasodilation spray like Otrivin or Nasivion to keep my nose free from blockage.
Off late my dark circles have pronounced even though I try to get a good sleep of 7-8 hours.
So, I've been doing research and have found that there is no one particular field in medicine that deals with such conditions.
Problems:
Chronic sinusitis(blocked nose), deviated septum
Narrow Face syndrome(sloping forehead, sunken mid-face, gummy smile, poor mandible growth)
Myofunctional issues
Listen to me, go see a craniofacial surgeon. I think a certified craniofacial surgeon would know exactly how to deal with this situation because none of the plastic surgeons, I consulted with, could even figure out what my condition is, much less provide me a solution.
Craniofacial surgeons work with neurologists and I believe they have the ability to turn my life around.
I've arrived at this after over a year worth of research time.
I'm going to consult them as soon as I possibly can.
Hope you find what I've described authentic and consult with one, too.
Best of luck,
AD