I have a mild case of Treacher Collins Syndrome, I have had countless surgeries all over my face; most of which have made me love my appearance! I had one jaw surgery when I was 9-10 years old, just bringing the lower jaw forward due to it being so far back there were breathing issues. This procedure involved having a ton of metal implanted, and two poles that stuck out of my mouth which my parents had to turn twice a day to physically force my jaw forward. When I was 17, I had to have it again, because obviously I grew a ton, but this time it was a double jaw surgery and a genioplasty to make my lower face more prominent. That was three months with my jaw wired shut, eating mashed potatoes through a syringe, and dropping 45lbs (let's not kid though, I looked H O T.) I loved the way my face looked and my new jawline and my perfect smile. I can't pinpoint exactly when it went back to it's pre-operative state, but I'm now 19, and I'm back to my jelly jaw line. It's causing me pain because I'm shoving my head forward to keep me from having a double chin constantly, putting pressure on my spine. I'll catch myself breathing shallow, and attempt to take a big deep breath, and it's cut short because of my jaw. I have no side profile, and I'm not sure if I should just accept that I'll probably always look like this, or if I should talk to my surgeon again and go through the pain in order to actually look normal. It's very frustrating to have the rest of my face fixed and looking normal, and then have my jaw looking wrong.