Bit of an update!
A colleague recently invited me for dinner to meet a friend of his - a semi-retired Professor of Maxfac who taught at one of our top Universities for many years. He has been living and practicing in Asia for years but is still maintains connections here. I showed him my radiology, before and after photographs and took him through the last five years of my treatment. He agreed that, whilst it was 'good surgery generally', it was a poor aesthetic result. He said something along the lines of "originally I'd planned to advise you today against further surgery, but after meeting you and hearing you speak, and after seeing your before and after photographs, it's pretty clear that you will never be happy trying to live with this result - therefore I think the potential benefit is worth the risk in your case. He then said that another reason he changed his original position was that he had worked out who had done my surgery whilst we were talking (as I had mentioned the hospital where I'd had my surgery). He told me that my surgeon is extremely highly regarded and reassured me that, if I were to proceed with such delicate surgery, then my surgeon really was the ONLY person he would recommend to do it (no they are not friends, although they have met on occasion, he is just aware of him professionally)! However, he also agreed that surgeons who do a lot of trauma work can sometimes develop a blunted aesthetic over time and noted that my surgery - whilst good in functional terms, was not a good aesthetic outcome. He advised me to go back to my surgeon with very specific instructions "just go back and tell him what you want him to do - be specific. If anyone can do it, he can!"
A couple of days later, I met with my surgeon and he appeared to have a renewed sense of enthusiasm about my case. It seems as though he has accepted the situation and stopped trying to talk me out of surgery and is now directing that energy towards looking for new approaches and workarounds. He seemed enthusiastic! He mentioned that this time he would be using Patient Specific Implants, saying that he felt this new technology would be extremely helpful with my case and arranged my workup with the registrar. A few days after that, I met my new registrar for this year - a lovely woman!!! (the first female registrar I've ever seen in the maxfac clinic in over five years) who wants to specialize in cosmetic max-fac surgery. She was kind, whip smart, extremely thorough and spent THREE AND A HALF HOURS with me looking at radiology and old photos and asking me what I disliked about my face and function! Whilst my surgeon will be performing the actual surgery, she will help me in terms of examining the realms of possibility in terms of what I hope to achieve. I really look forward to working with her!
I'm booked in for plate removal surgery next Monday 6th (as we will need 3 months healing time after that), and jaw surgery in June. I am hoping that now - with my new registrars interest in aesthetics, my surgeons confirmed expertise (which has renewed my confidence in him) and this new technology - along with the knowledge and support I receive from you guys here - I may actually have a fighting chance at a good outcome this year!
All appendages crossed etc