First couple weeks you naturally feel depressed after surgery. Calm the f**k down, what are you five years old? Nothing has gone wrong. Even if something did it can easily be fixed. But it hasn't. Do you have access to any drugs in the country you're in, like ativan? also known as lorazepam? or valium or some s**t? Go buy some from a pharmacy and take as directed. It will calm you the f**k down.
Again, every one here who has had surgery experiences buyer's remorse, depression, bad mood, regret etc. in the first few weeks. Let things settle and in a month or so re-evaluate your appearance. Even from the s**tty pictures you're showing us everything looks fine. So CALM DOWN, watch your fav tv shows, go explore the city, no one gives a f**k what you look like. have as much fun and diversions as you can and then re-evaluate in a couple weeks.