I can relate to the getting botched bit, I had a rhino which I will always regret. I had it revised and it looks okay now, but when people try telling me it looks better than my birth nose, I just can't see it. I thought I had a large nose, but the problem was I had a small chin, nothing wrong with my birth nose. It cost me a fortune to have it fixed, and it looks pretty normal but after everything I'm never going to be able to like it. Sometimes I think about tweaking it again, just to get a little closer to my birth nose, but I guess I just need to stop now and accept it.
So, given all you've been through with it, would you do it again, or would you stay away from cosmetic surgery? I mean, there is a huge financial cost, people judge you for it, you spend a lot of time bruised, swollen and just feeling crappy whilst you recover, it's an emotional roller coaster and a huge additional stress.