Dear Wicked Sick,
I cannot give you good advise except that I think you had best go to a very good ortho and/or surgeon, who can give you the best advise what needs to be done to give you the smile you deserve. I am very sorry that you are so depressed about your teeth.... I hope there will be a good solution.
And honestly, I am shocked by some of the comments on this forum here saying that your teeth and profile are horrible etc.... That surely doesn't make you feel better..... I can imagine this even increases your anxiety. I feel sorry for this as well. I don't want to criticize anybody's message here, but I think we, people on this forum, should be aware how much our comments can help others, but also how deep critique on outward appearance can hurt somebody's feelings.
My opinion, you are beautiful no matter what, because you are so much more than just your teeth/bite. Your teeth don't define you as a person and it is not worth to suffer so much anxiety because of them, and even having to take nerve pills because of this. Maybe you can just try to focus on the beautiful person you are on the inside and outside . Your bite may not be perfect, I am sure one day this will be fixed, but there is so much more about you (you may have a great heart and beautiful eyes etc.). I am sure people love you no matter your teeth. We are often our own worst critics. Your bite may look terrible to you, but I am sure many people in your everyday life don't even notice! And if they notice, they love you no matter what! Fortunately people in your everyday life don't look at you like the 'experts' here on jaw surgery forums do.
I hope this helps a bit. I honestly hope that you can get your teeth fixed soon, but in the meantime try to enjoy your life and don't let anybody let you believe that you are are looking horrible, because there is so much beauty in everyone, perfect bite or not!