Rico, look man, I feel bad for you because I know whatever you have mentally I have it too, but yours has got to be about 10,000x worse. You need to either stop smoking weed or start ASAP.
It doesn't make sense that you add a photoshopped photo which obviously makes you look asymmetrical and worse than your actual picture and then say that's what you want/prefer and people don't understand. Except for the people don't understand part - that's true.
When I first saw your pictures, I thought exactly what Isabella saw but couldn't recognise and what Plosko clarified - that maybe your maxilla was slightly recessed. I hope that doesn't make you worry about your maxilla; rather, I hope that helps you not to worry about your cheeks. Aesthetically they're good. If you have functional problems as you've said before and if they hinder your everyday life due to pain, then I wish you the very best in correcting it. If you're hung up psychologically due to looking different, please find a way past it, because you don;t want to be asymmetrical and you don't need to f**k with your cheeks again for aesthetic reasons.