dont mind me, i have to rant some more. too much coffee. i might change my mind about all of this tomorrow, lol
ive been looking at my parents posture, and this is where all the posture stuff makes me question myself
my mom has AWFUL posture, she's older so it's excusable but it's awful.
dowager's hump,
big-boobied-back (depressed shoulders, downturned scaps), shoulder impingement, cant do any of the shoulder mobility stretches i do on the wall,
must have zero sex hormones bc post-menopausal and awful diet,
she eats TERRIBLY, she takes some multivitamin, which might help a very tiny bit if at all,
SHE IS NOT IN PAIN EVER. on the flip side she isn't sedentary for her age. she's always hunched over doing house/yard work or driving around. she sits but not for very long
my dad has AWFUL posture
dowager's hump,
elevated and slightly winged shoulders (very similar mine but with a bunch of muscle around them) shoulder impingement, cant do any of the shoulder mobility stretches i do on the wall,
bad bad forward head posture
his diet isn't as bad as my moms but it's still not good, he has blood sugar issues and eats tons of carbs
must have zero sex hormones bc he's so old (76......)
he has heart problems so he is extremely sedentary yet he has no upper body pain, he has lumbar/hip issues from when he was younger.
but i still wonder since my bone structure is very very similar to his, what if he has a large c7 (he's too overweight to really tell)? his ribs feel slightly elevated, he is not pain! his hands are not NUMB.
anyways, it has me thinking my pain is mostly from an injury and the magnesium deficiency from taking pain meds to treat the injury.
my pain is NOT FROM--
not eds (altho the eds made it 100000000000000000x easier to injure myself),
not any suboptimal hormonal thing
not even bad posture. the bad posture just makes it more likely for me to injure myself.
but then once youre already injured you have to have perfect posture bc your body remembers being injured. it's like PTSD