Hello,
I wanted to know if some of you felt responsible for the way your jaw and face grew in general.
I feel so bitter about the fact that if I hadn't sucked my thumb until I was 12 (day and night) I wouldn't have had the face I have now.
I had been told so many times not to suck my thumb and now my eyes are droopy (not looking very bright to other people like if I was dumb), the space between my nose and mouth wouldn't be so huge, I wouldn't have that awkward receding chin nor that flat middle face or those dark circles under my eyes because the bone is too low. I wouldn't have to control my tongue thrust and wouldn't have needed braces at the age of 13. I now have a slight overbite and tilted teeth...
I can't blame the orthodontist for the braces because all she did was trying to fix the mess I had done myself (and myself only).
If I hadn't been a stupid little girl I wouldn't even be posting there because I'd be fine!
I'm so conscious about the way my face looks... It's obsessing me. It's not like if I imagined myself with blue eyes (because having brown eyes is definitely not something I could have changed) but I keep thinking how I may have looked if I didn't mess it all up.
Sorry for the angry post. I'm mad right now. ><