First of all ,I'm probably one of the worst looking human u ever seen (maybe just one notch up the extremely disfigured folks) so if you wanna be nasty on me i dont blame y'all (yea i know that we all aint on the same level or same species).
With that said, please gimme a chance to voice out something i been keeping to myself all my life as im the most miserable living freak you can ever imagine and what i been through for these past 10+ years is just a straight up living hell that no single human in the history should even live through it.
To get things straight, i been looked down/bullied/ridiculed and made fun by everyone all of my life due to my unfortunate freak looking face which screwed up every aspect of me (i.e. job career/social circle) and it came to the point i don't even have the guts to step out of my house to deal with all these craps anymore. And as matter of fact i come from SEA (where look standard is usually low yet i still get treated like some sort of freak).Its just a matter of time before i snap as i just can't take it no more.
Now I don’t even step outta my house anymore to avoid being ridiculed/made fun of/treated like trash by people from all walk
I've tried everything to step up/fix myself throughout my whole life to make up for my f**ked up face, pretty much those bluepill advice like getting a haircut (hundreds of dif haircuts since high school), losing weight on holocaust mode, bulking up with steroids, dressing up with branded clothes, driving a high end luxury car, career maxxxing etc. And guess what, none of that ever worked.
My pic:





Regarding L3, do you think if there anyone that pay more for surgeon to do it on them and keep it on down low?
Cause this chick i posted doesnt seem deformed at all just hideous.

these are few options given:
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Any better option? I'll be thx for life.....i wanna fix this by all means necessary its do or die for me.
my expectation is just 3-5.5/10 psl/rf