Currently exactly 7 days from surgery. The mind cannot comprehend what is going to happen. I'm allowing myself to go into a freezing sterile room, allowing myself to get knocked out so I can have my entire upper jaw ripped off and screwed into place along with my bottom jaw, before which I will have all my soft tissue scrapped off like I was getting skinned alive. All this just to fix a small bite issue.
What if I wake up too early? Or wake up never? What if it never heals? How scared will I be before the injection? So many questions running through my head.
I need tips asap on how to deal with all this and go through with it. I'm trying to book an appointment with my doc to get some xanax/valium to keep me sedated enough to not run away from the anesthesia.