You mentioned in the beginning you used to be bullied for your looks. Looking at your before picture, I can't imagine anybody ever bullying you for your looks - you looked perfectly normal and you still look normal now. I am a woman and my face is 'non-standard' and even I have never been bullied for my looks so I have no idea what you're talking about.
What you definitely need is a good haircut. Your hair looks a complete mess in the before as well as the after, not an attractive look. You should sort that out as well as your facial hair, get better clothes and calm down, that's my two cents.